The Tyger.

Tyger Tyger, burning bright,

In the forests of the night:
What immortal hand or eye,
Could frame thy fearful symmetry?

In what distant deeps or skies,
Burnt the fire of thine eyes?
On what wings dare he aspire?
What the hand, dare sieze the fire?

And what shoulder, & what art,
Could twist the sinews of thy heart?
And when thy heart began to beat,
What dread hand? & what dread feet?

What the hammer? what the chain?
In what furnace was thy brain?
What the anvil? what dread grasp,
Dare its deadly terrors clasp!

When the stars threw down their spears
And water'd heaven with their tears:
Did he smile his work to see?
Did he who made the Lamb make thee?

Tyger Tyger, burning bright,
In the forests of the night:
What immortal hand or eye,
Dare frame thy fearful symmetry?

William Blake, 1794

I hope it ends..

I got a text from Angeline, she asked me if I could come to uni to settle the problem with her. She already asked a friend of hers on how to solve the problem. I agreed to come so we met around 1 p.m. at E6A. At first we don't know where to ask, lucky there was a guy on the second floor of the building, he help us to go directly to E4A where the statistics department is. I don't know that E6A is faculty of engineering :P
So we went to E4A but again we don't know which floor to go...hehe I think I was so nervous to the level that I can't think what to do. We when floor by floor until the fifth floor where the statistics department is. Again we don't know where to go actually, we know the one that we need to consult is somewhere around the fifth floor. Again I feel so lucky, thank God, we stumble into Brian Jerskey our Stat 170 lecture :D
He helped us to find the 'right direction'. Hooray! We finally meet the person in charge, it's a she. She already took out our assignment from the box yesterday. I'm glad that Angeline is with me, she did all the talking :) She explained to her what's the problem.
Finally the person said the she need to meet with our group mate, K, and asked her to come and sign the assignment. I just agree to equally distributes the marks, I don't want to create any problem with international student...and i hate sibt..huhu

now i can sleep with no worries... :)

Should I worry..

Yesterday-A stroke striking event occur where a friend of mine call to tell the tutor about what I did to her, neglecting her in our group. I didn't do it on purpose. I just don't want to drag the work too long as it already been done. I became scared when she said the she said the she want to report this matter to our tutor. What I understand that she did tell me that she will mail me the answer around Friday so I was expecting for it to be in my inbox but no there isn't. I only got an email from another friend of mine, Angeline. I like her cause she understands how I work and I understand how she work :) I can see how hardworking she is. She always bring a laptop and the BIG Stat170 textbook (that I only read it when I think I should..hehe). Sometime she explained what I don't understand.
Back to the story-It supposed to be a group work but she haven't done anything I mean during our meeting last week, she came late but I forgive her because she took the wrong train to Macquarie Uni. But when she arrived, she did text me and waited in front of the library, but why didn't she text Angeline? I'm sorry that I didn't notice your text that day, I know it was my fault too but at least you try to contact someone other than me. But still she the point here is that didn't do the assignment that day, what does she expect? This is a group assignment where everyone do the question and we discuss it together, we can't wait for you to do it as we already discuss them!! What's the point??
And now when I text you yesterday morning, you replied it late around 12, I can't wait any longer as I already compiled the assignment so I send them. If you really want to be in this group, you need  to work hard on it. I'm not saying I'm that good in doing the assignment, I just do what I know and understand, moreover there's not much question this time so why can't you finish it early? why didn't you take your time a while to look and read them? if you had problem to understand them just ask me or Angeline. Don't make me feel guilt of something that I didn't do. I felt sorry if you don't understand the subject but at least you ask for our help, I can help you if you want me to. I can help you till the part the I'm good at. Don't blame me, I also have other things to do and surely you also have your own things to do other than this assignment. The finals is just around the corner so I hope that you don't make a fuss on your own matter...I mean it!!

Sometimes...

ALLAH breaks our spirit to save our soul,
ALLAH breaks our heart to make us whole,
ALLAH sends us pain so we can b stronger,
ALLAH sends us failure so we can be humble,
ALLAH sends us illness so we can take better care of ourselves,
ALLAH takes something away from us so we can learn the value of everything we have,
Trust ALLAH, Love ALLAH.
Whatever ALLAH does, is always the Best for us,

♥ ALWAYS TRUST IN ALLAH ♥

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Setelah berbulan lamanya sy membiarkan blog ini tido, hati ini terbuka utk menulis sesuatu, itupun setelah mas membuat sy jeles dgn blog barunye :p


Maaf kpd blog krn sy telah meninggalkan kamu terlalu lama, bian-ne..

minggu yang membosankan tanpa kamu...

suasana di rumah sangat berbeza sejak kamu pergi. sebelum ni bile kamu ade di rumah saya takde la slalu berckp dgn kamu tp hanye kamu la teman bercerita, teman berkongsi masalah. sejak kamu takde, saye rase bosan. entahla, ini kah dikatakan rindu??

bile di rumah, saye agak malas nk mengemas tp kamu ade jadi rumah sentiase bersih. sekarang saye plak yg kene kemas, penatnye, tambahan dalam bulan puase ni, tak pe2, hilang bosan ckit

bile kamu nak balik?? saye tak rindu tapi bosan tanpa kamu.

just as it is...

I lost sight when I was alone in the falling rain
if I'm not noticed, I might still be in the void

thanks for stretching out your hand

and said to me don't look back

what is passed let it be passed

I want to be at your side
I want you to let me be at your side
just as it is, If I could live on
I will surely take that hand, and I can fly wherever it is
as long as I'm with you, till faraway land just as it is

each truth are clashing and become chaos
if everyone is shedding the same tears
 if I stretch out this hand, we might understand each other

I always want to feel

the warmth which is carved in this hand is yours, something that I found with you
each of unchanged matters started to change differently
just as it is, I will receive all

someday, we won't be seeing each other, even if I let go this hand
I won't forget, because I'm not forgetting I can fly wherever it is

I am thinking of you
always, I am at your side
just as it is, if I can live on
now I want to be at your side
I want you to let be me at your side
just as it is, because I can live on